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OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!! 
I made it to PRACTICAL NIGHT!!!!! hehehe hahaha hoo hoo....lol. I am SO FREAKING GOSH DARN EXCITED!!!! I had my interview for the Oak Bay Rec Summer Camp Jobs today. It was a WEE BIT stressful since I had to go straight from festival and super speedly go home and get ready. I was REALLY REALLY nervous! there were two other girls there and they were BOTH waaaaaaaay older then me. but yah...and I tripped on the stairs annnnnnd I dropped the toy balls but its all good. It wasnt as scary as I expected it to be but it was pretty INTENSE! annnywho I got emailed back for the practical night already. Im ALMOST there..... I want it SOOOOOOOOOO BADLY!!!! GOOD LUCK to everyone who hasnt gone yet! you'll all be FANTABULOUS!!!!!

I feel like LAUGHING!!!! hehehhehee...hooohooohoo...hahhahahahahaha...harhahrhar.
ITS SATURDAY!!!!!!!!!
I think Im going to go play at the park with my sister. NO WAIT! Its cold. oh grrrrr. ah well I shall watch Land Before time with her Instead!!

I like eating Red and Orange Gummie Bears. 
Actually I like eating any form of Candy that happens to be Orange or Red. OOOOH but I only like eating ORANGE smarties. they taste WAAAAAAAAY better then the rest of the Smartie color rainbow. and NO, brown smarties are NOT any healthier than the other Smartie colours! ITS A LIE!!!

( You Know you WANNA!!! )

I felt that this artwork was Live Journal Worthy. YAY!!! It is the AMAZING ORIGINAL art of Ashley Harbar.

( Its better than EVER before... )

Why do I have sniffles? WHY! a cough TOO???? Sneezies????? AHHHHH!!!! Oh NO! Nu uh. NOT COOL!

No, No, NOOOOOOOOOO! I must just have unknown allergies or something. yah thats got to be it. I just wont allow it. There's no possible way I could be getting the EVIL "S" word. No serie Bob. Not going to happen. Not to me.

YAY! BOWLING TONIGHT!!! haha.

Damn I LOOOOOOOOVE the weekend.

( it's Jessica and Cynthia picture extravaganza...!!! )

mmmm.... THANK GOD FOR THE INVENTION OF THE GYM! Oh me oh my how I LOVE IT! lol. I went today from 6:30-9:15. It was MIGHTY MIGHTY FINE! Oh and after I came home from the gym I had quite a LOVELY shower and now Im wrinkled like a PRUNE and I ABSOLUTLY LOVE IT! ha.

I just thought youd all like to know that.

Bright and Early Saturday morning I help out Dana with the Baby Ballet Class. My sister just started ballet this year and she is in that class and THIS Saturday morning my mommy took pictures and I FINALLY figured out how to post them. Its my VERY FIRST Picture post!!! YAY!

( Baby Ballet Pictures )

January 20, 2006

When someone stands in your way today, study them. Knowing and respecting the other person will allow things to conclude easily. It's just like understanding the rules of the road helps you avoid accidents while driving.

THE WEEKEND IS HERE!!!!!!!!! ABOUT FREAKING TIME!!! lol. I've only been waiting for it since last SUNDAY! I must say this has been a EXTREMLY DIFFICULT week for many people.... and I want to say Im sorry, just in general for this weeks turn of events.  Next week will be better. It HAS to be. I HOPE! All will be forgiven and it will be GOOD in everyones world once again :D  lol. maybe Im reaching my goals a WEE BIT high, but I supose it cant hurt to think positively...

ENJOY THE 2 DAYS OF FREEDOM!!!

Lately in planning we've been discussing careers and planning for the future... One of the few topics I avoid at ALL COSTS!!! I cant stand think about stuff after high school I mean how the heck am I supossed to know what I want to be at 15!!! It really scares me to think that there is something OUT THERE after high school...Its soo stressful.  Personally, I wish I could just stay a little kid forever full of innocence in my own world with my little happy friends, and endless games of make-believe. Why do things have to change??? why do we have to grow up??? and I mean at least when I was little I knew EXACTLY what I wanted to be when I grew up, but now that the time is comming close I haven't a clue as to where I want my life should go...I mean I could be a dancer, because that what I've been doing nearly my entire life but Im not sure that what I even WANT to do as a Career. I mean I LOVE dance more than anything and I want to do it for ever. but the chances of me becoming a professional dancer as a career? SLIM to NONE. Another thing I LOVE is Performing and Acting, that type of thing. But then again its not exactly a STABLE RELIABLE career... I could also be a Pediatrician. haha thats one of the careers I chose for a planning project we have to do. But the downside to that one is that it takes SOOOOOO MUCH time! and like a crazy amount of education before you can actually get out there AND MATH! which lets face im worried about passing GRADE 10 nevermind University Level math. I guess its the same for most other careers though and well I OF COURSE want to go to a University or College or maybe even both. I just need to find the Career for me. And the whole Career thing isn't the ONLY thing that worries me, Im also TERRIFIED about leaving everything I have behind. I know I know I'm only in Grade 10 and Its 2 WHOLE year away but sooner or later im going to have to make a HUGE decesion as to what I want to do with my life and at that moment EVERYTHING will change. Yes, Of course some things will be good, like Moving out and so on and so forth but what about leaving my friend or family? what if thing change SOOO much and we aren't friends anymore? and what if I make the WRONG decsion??? Practically all the time I just deny that anythings EVER going to change but AHHH! It scares the BAJEEBEES out of me! I mean I also want to TRAVEL, help people, Make a difference in the world AND get married and have a family.... ARGH! this is too much, If I think about it anymore my Brain will EXPLODE!!!!

Silly Planning teacher. BAH! Im never going to grow up. Nothings EVER going to change. ITS ALL GOOD!!!